HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHEONDUNG// SANG HYUN// THUNDER// MY FOREVER BIAS// APPLE OF MY EYE// DOLPHIN// MOOD-MAKER// SASSY DANCER// HUSBAND IN MY DREAMS BUT ALL THESE WORDS AREN’T ENOUGH TO SHOW HOW MUCH YOU’VE CHANGED MY LIFE.
So I was really thinking of writing an english greeting (hoping you’ll stalk yourself here on tumblr and happen to find this letter) but I’ll write in tagalog on a few paragraphs to test how rusty your brain is, lol. I’ve first met you because of a video where you’re greeting your fans on a radio broadcast. I was not into you at all. You look like a baby chick back then. Not to mention that you still look like a baby chick to me when you’re doing that weird freestyle dance and whenever you’re trying to do some aegyo.
I started to like MBLAQ not because of you so don’t feel so proud hahaha. MBLAQ’s music is unique and new for me. It wasn’t like Big Bang’s style and I like how you guys tried to do the sexy concept. Joon managed to be successful but for the rest, never mind. So this post doesn’t sound like a birthday greeting at all. Ehem, ehem. Happy Birthday to you! Happy Birthday to you! Happy Birthday, Happy Birthday, Happy Birthday Sang Hyun! Oppa! So the ‘oppa’ wasn’t part of the song at all. It’s like a chant or anything you want it to be.
I’ll tell you a few more stories of my adventures called “Sang Hyun Escapade”. I just thought of that right at this moment so please don’t mind it at all. Please. Whenever I hear you say tagalog phrases or greet your filipino fans, my heart always melt. Not literally. There’s this unexplainable feeling of happiness and all I can do is scream until I let all the fan girl feelings out. Oh sorry, it’s unlimited.
I thought you would be able to visit Philippines last time during the DKFC. I’m doomed by that time cause I know that I wouldn’t be able to attend that concert. But it seems like the odds are in my favor hohoho. Though A+ fans are disappointed, I’m overwhelmed with joy. CHICKEN JOY! No. Just kidding about the chicken joy part. Hopefully next time I’ll have enough money to buy a ticket. Seeing you is one of my bucket wish list. My imaginary bucket wish list.
Well, I mentioned about Jollibee’s chicken joy. I bet your Dara unnie bought you some when she’s in NY. Or maybe when she also visits Philippines. I wonder if that still tastes good. The next time you visit a Jollibee, please let me know. I’ll sponsor you an 8 pc. chicken joy bucket with 4 spaghetti and 4 regular fries. OHA, OHA. I knew that! Apir! I was once a Kiddie Crew. At your service!
So I guess here comes the taglish part which is very easy because your Dara unnie and maybe Durami unnie also speaks in tagalog whenever they thought of doing so. Maybe. I don’t even know anything about your private life which is very very good, I think. As a loyal fan, a soonja, I should obey the cardinal rules of being a fan girl. Bawal makielam sa may buhay ng may buhay. Hope you’d still understand that.
Hindi ako mayaman na fan, wala akong pagmamamay-aring fan site, pero asahan mong hindi kita iiwan. So much drama! No really, I was serious about that last sentence. Not the so much drama. It’s not even a sentence anyway. You’re like an angel who always manage to make me smile. Even though I’m jealous of other girls who is close to you, I’m not a bizarre person who’ll throw tantrums just because I didn’t get what I want.
Thank you for everything, Sang Hyun oppa. Maybe you wouldn’t realize that you’ve made such an impact to one person’s life. I hope that one day, you’ll get to know me and I actually accept marriage proposals especially if it’s from someone named Park Sang Hyun who is a part of the boy band MBLAQ. May God Bless you and your family! You are indeed a blessing so please always take care! My heart will always be with you. Through the storm, trials, and problems, I’ll be your raincoat which doesn’t have any connection to what I’m saying at all. Hahahahahaha what’s with me? Happy Birthday again! 9 years isn’t that big of a difference. I’ll marry you someday.