Tricia; An extrovert with a complicated life. She is easily misunderstood. May look intimidating but fragile once you get to know me.

May nabasa akong hate message pero hindi yun para saakin. Nang-aaway ang kalbong anon. Sabi niya, “Dati papansin ka kaya ka maraming notes pwe!”. Hindi ganyan yung eksaktong sinabi niya pero ganyan ang interpretasyon na nakuha ko. Bigla naman akong napaisip, ano nga ba ang madadama ng isang blogger na maraming notes dati taoos ngayon ay mabibilang na sa daliri (kahit pagsamahin mo pa ang kamay at paa) ang notes na nakukuha niya? Ang sagot, depende sa tao yun. Kung ako kase ang tatanungin, ayos na ayos lang. At least walang pumupuna sa daily broadcast ng madrama mong buhay. At least kapag may nakaaway ka, hindi trending. Hindi yung tipong reresbakan ka ng mga tropa ng kaaway mo. At least maliit ang chance na mahanap ka ng mga usiserong kaibigan mo. Diba? At least! Kahit na ma glitter pa background ng blog mo, wala silang pake. Ang notes naman kase, hindi yan nagiging pera o pagkain. Hindi nyan matatapatan yung satisfaction na nakukuha mo tuwing naglalabas ka ng sama ng loob mo. Ang lahat ng nabanggit sa post na ito ay pawang ka-eklatan lang ng natamaan at feeler na may ari ng isang (joke, 7) na tumblr.

Haven’t been on tumblr for the past few days. Make that a week. Good evening! Thanks to all those who followed this good-for-nothing blog. I’m glad to be at your dashboard. What’s up lately? Well, sembreak is near and my wallet is crying because there’s not enough money left lol. I took up an entrance examination earlier this morning and most of it was fine, just don’t talk to me about chemistry. I’m really bad at that one. And fortunately, there’s no stoichiometry. Did I spell it right? Well if I hadn’t, I’ll just define it. It’s a branch of chemistry that deals with quantitative measurements. Yay hooray cons of being a lazy ass

First time kong mapalabas ng library.

Memorable ‘to! Nung una, pumunta kami ni Anne ng library kase tatapusin niya yung project niya sa arts tapos magbabasa naman ako ng “The Trojan War”. Kaso ang nangyari, ginulo gulo ko lang siya at nagdatingan na yung iba naming classmates slash tropa. Edi medyo umiingay na kami nun. Naisipan kong gamitin yung empty bottle ko para mag spin the bottle. Kung ano-anong tinatanong namin; Tulad ng:

  • Sinong mapapagalitan ni Ma’am Adriatico?
  • Sinong babagsak sa Math?
  • Sinong may lihim na pagtingin kay Toledo?
  • Sinong madudulas sa balangay?
  • Sinong mawawalan ng white pony?
  • Sinong mukhang balangay?

Ok, wala talagang kwenta pero tawa kami ng tawa. Hindi naman malakas na tawa pero kase malapit kami dun sa librarian. Nasa katabing table yung iba pang fourth year na mas maingay sa amin. Edi ayun, kami ang nakitang natawa kaya kami ang pinalabas. May litanya litanya pa si Ma’am dun. "Hoy kayo, lumabas kayo! Kanina ko pa kayo tinitignan pero hindi lang ako nagsasalita!" Kami naman, pigil na pigil ang tawa.

Takbuhan kami palabas. Nakakahiya hahahahaha kase Einstein na Eintein pero napalabas kami ng library. Nakakahiya na tuloy bumalik dun. Pinagtinginan pa kami ng mga Grade 9 students. Feeling tuloy namin nag yolo moment na kami nun. Sabi pa nga namin, dapat pala may sinabi pa kami sa librarian bago lumabas. "RAAAAAK! sabay takbo.

141007 Happy Birthday Cheondung

happy 24th birthday to MBLAQ’s royal visual, composer and sassy feline enthusiast (っ◔◡◔)っ ♥

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHEONDUNG// SANG HYUN// THUNDER// MY FOREVER BIAS// APPLE OF MY EYE// DOLPHIN// MOOD-MAKER// SASSY DANCER// HUSBAND IN MY DREAMS BUT ALL THESE WORDS AREN’T ENOUGH TO SHOW HOW MUCH YOU’VE CHANGED MY LIFE.

So I was really thinking of writing an english greeting (hoping you’ll stalk yourself here on tumblr and happen to find this letter) but I’ll write in tagalog on a few paragraphs to test how rusty your brain is, lol. I’ve first met you because of a video where you’re greeting your fans on a radio broadcast. I was not into you at all. You look like a baby chick back then. Not to mention that you still look like a baby chick to me when you’re doing that weird freestyle dance and whenever you’re trying to do some aegyo.

I started to like MBLAQ not because of you so don’t feel so proud hahaha. MBLAQ’s music is unique and new for me. It wasn’t like Big Bang’s style and I like how you guys tried to do the sexy concept. Joon managed to be successful but for the rest, never mind. So this post doesn’t sound like a birthday greeting at all. Ehem, ehem. Happy Birthday to you! Happy Birthday to you! Happy Birthday, Happy Birthday, Happy Birthday Sang Hyun! Oppa! So the ‘oppa’ wasn’t part of the song at all. It’s like a chant or anything you want it to be.

I’ll tell you a few more stories of my adventures called “Sang Hyun Escapade”. I just thought of that right at this moment so please don’t mind it at all. Please. Whenever I hear you say tagalog phrases or greet your filipino fans, my heart always melt. Not literally. There’s this unexplainable feeling of happiness and all I can do is scream until I let all the fan girl feelings out. Oh sorry, it’s unlimited.

I thought you would be able to visit Philippines last time during the DKFC. I’m doomed by that time cause I know that I wouldn’t be able to attend that concert. But it seems like the odds are in my favor hohoho. Though A+ fans are disappointed, I’m overwhelmed with joy. CHICKEN JOY! No. Just kidding about the chicken joy part. Hopefully next time I’ll have enough money to buy a ticket. Seeing you is one of my bucket wish list. My imaginary bucket wish list.

Well, I mentioned about Jollibee’s chicken joy. I bet your Dara unnie bought you some when she’s in NY. Or maybe when she also visits Philippines. I wonder if that still tastes good. The next time you visit a Jollibee, please let me know. I’ll sponsor you an 8 pc. chicken joy bucket with 4 spaghetti and 4 regular fries. OHA, OHA. I knew that! Apir! I was once a Kiddie Crew. At your service!

So I guess here comes the taglish part which is very easy because your Dara unnie and maybe Durami unnie also speaks in tagalog whenever they thought of doing so. Maybe. I don’t even know anything about your private life which is very very good, I think. As a loyal fan, a soonja, I should obey the cardinal rules of being a fan girl. Bawal makielam sa may buhay ng may buhay. Hope you’d still understand that.

Hindi ako mayaman na fan, wala akong pagmamamay-aring fan site, pero asahan mong hindi kita iiwan. So much drama! No really, I was serious about that last sentence. Not the so much drama. It’s not even a sentence anyway. You’re like an angel who always manage to make me smile. Even though I’m jealous of other girls who is close to you, I’m not a bizarre person who’ll throw tantrums just because I didn’t get what I want.

Thank you for everything, Sang Hyun oppa. Maybe you wouldn’t realize that you’ve made such an impact to one person’s life. I hope that one day, you’ll get to know me and I actually accept marriage proposals especially if it’s from someone named Park Sang Hyun who is a part of the boy band MBLAQ. May God Bless you and your family! You are indeed a blessing so please always take care! My heart will always be with you. Through the storm, trials, and problems, I’ll be your raincoat which doesn’t have any connection to what I’m saying at all. Hahahahahaha what’s with me? Happy Birthday again! 9 years isn’t that big of a difference. I’ll marry you someday.

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Get To Know; Park Sanghyun 

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HAPPY BIRTHDAY JES!

So bale ayun nga, belated na ‘to kase kahapon pa yung birthday mo eh. Parang kailan lang, ako yung nag birthday. Bawi bawi lang? Hahaha pero syempre gusto ko talagang mag message sa’yo. Kahit hindi ganun katino. Well hindi rin naman matino yung iyo hahahahaha! Sorry sa picture na nilagay ko if ever ayaw mo nyan. Saya mo kase dyan, todo ngiti talaga! Saka medyo tinamad talaga akong mag-halungkat ng pictures sa facebook mo he he he. Happy Birthday Jes! Jester parin kahit alam ko na Lester pala talaga name mo. Pauso ka kase eh hahahaha. Ilang taon kana ba? Ang alam ko lang ay mas matanda ka saakin eh.

Lagi mo pa akong inaasar dati dahil sa height ko. EHEM EXCUSE ME. Maghintay ka lang, tatangkad rin ako. Mga 10 inches! ((hindi, joke lang yun asa pa ako haha)) Habang ginagawa ko ‘tong medyo-long post na birthday greeting na toh ngayon, binabasa ko din yung post na ginawa mo sakin dati. Birthday greeting na puro tungkol sa kung gaano ka ka-pogi. EHE. HAHAHAHAHAHA

Straight as ruler kana ba talaga ngayon? Baka mamaya nyan palihim mong kinukuha yung bra ng mama mo tapos it-try mo. Mga ganung eksena. He he he wag ka magalit, joke lang yun noh. Nasasagap ng radar kong may lovelife ka ngayon! AYIEEEEE! Lumalandi na siya! Binata na! I’m so proud of you teh! Wag lang kakalimutan na mag-aral ah. Mahalaga yun, sobrang halaga!

Ayusin mo naman para balang araw may maganda kang trabaho tapos libre mo ako kahit sa Jollibee lang. Thank you in advance. Labyu. HAHAHAHAHAHAHA. Hindi na tayo nagkakausap pero syempre hindi naman kita nalilimutan. AWWW drama overload. Ewan ko ba, ganun talaga siguro ako. Kahit nami-miss ko yung tao, wala akong ginagawa para makausap siya hahahaha.

Anyway, belated happy birthday!!! Pakabait kana ha? Hindi yung lagi kang namb-bully. Tapos sige, ikaw na pogi. Valid for 3 days lang. Hahahahaha! Salamat sa pagiging kaibigan! Thank you thank you thank you talaga :) See you soon! Mga 10 years from now! Dejk he he he. Ingat ka palagi! TA nalang pag may time ha? Ingat ka palagi! GOD BLESS! Love lots!

- Tricia matangkad

“Stop focusing on how stressed you are and remember how blessed you are”